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i dunno was at changi point the sum time a couple of days ago... on national day yea den when i was dere i kinda saw this old lady sitting dere all alone. yea she was dressed weird like as if it was in the 60's and she's got an empty plate of rice infront of her and yea a cup of bandung. and there she was all alone, u kind wonder wad a lady at this age is doing dere alone. then i noticed dat she had a photo in her hand. it was sum old black and white photo of this young lady... the photo looked well.. old...crumpled. yea can kinda tell that the young lady in the photo was her... but what really caught my eye was the sadnees in her eyes... this sens of longing, longing for the days gone by. you could see the lonliness in her eyes. singapore is indeed a fast paced place.. btu then in these dark corners u see sadnes.. u see sorrow and they lay quietly as we go about our selfish lives, pretending dey aint dere. when i saw this old lady, i juz wondered wad it would be like for me, when im old am i gonna be that alone, sitting in one corner, living in the past as the whole world juz whizzes by not noticing me... and looking at her i have this great fear of being alone when u r old and when u really need sumbody..man i wonder wad happen to her kids i wonder wad happpened to her loved ones...more importantly will i be in the same situation?

yea srjcians day... was cool had my check up so yea


sand castle day was cool too in fact it was great lots of happy memories love dem all... love u most


mid year was screwed up but wad do u expect?